I ask…but I lack to see…great I am.


I’ve asked for your presence to show in my life , but I’ve lacked the vision to see the comprehension to understand that you have always been there, right beside me, the great I am.

With you I declare that all bondage is broken and moving forth, all pathways are open, my great I am. You’ve given me love and hope in the form of a child. My great I am, who is worthy? Who is mighty?….no one! Thank you for everything; all the good in my life and all that is to come.

Why do we only love after death?


Why we must come United only at the final days?… Remising, appreciating what was always there in clear view?

Why must we only see when it’s at times too late? When all there’s left are pictures (if any) and memories?

Why must we so desperately want to say things that cannot be heard and do things that cannot be felt?

Why do we wait after their gone to truly appreciate? why we must ponder can you hear me?!!! Only after their gone?

Why must we allow time to pass us by to see through blind eyes and see through our mind eyes?

I birthed a man…


I birthed a loving, gentle, caring man to be and to become. A man who will change the world; a generational chain beaker.

I birthed a healer; one that saved me in my darkest times and pulled me from a deep whole; a whole I never thought I’d come out of.

My womb has birthed a man. A man in all the essence of that word… man. A man beyond what I have no words to describe nor comprehend because of his magnitude.

I birthed a leader, a conscious man. One whose steps will make the earth shake, one whose voice roars so deep and loud, you can’t help but listen…I birthed a true definition of a man.

I birthed a man…


I birthed a loving, gentle, caring man to be and to become. A man who will change the world; a generational chain beaker.

I birthed a healer; one that saved me in my darkest times and pulled me from a deep whole; a whole I never thought I’d come out of.

My womb has birthed a man. A man in all the essence of that word… man. A man beyond what I have no words to describe nor comprehend because of his magnitude.

I birthed a leader, a conscious man. One whose steps will make the earth shake, one whose voice roars so deep and loud, you can’t help but listen…I birthed a true definition of a man. Bless the womb that birthed soldiers.

Through flaws and all…


Through flaws and all I’m raining you.

Through flaws and all, I’m doing my best to provide.

Although I may make a thousand mistakes, my heart and intentions are pure though all the flaws and all.

Through flaws and all I love deeply and madly; I dream and hope.

Through flaws and all. All that I do is for you, all that I have, no matter how minuscule is yours.

Through flaws and all, I dare to be bold.

Through flaws and all, you are my wildest dreams come true.

Through flaws and all, I find strength in my love for you, my dreams and hopes for you…through flaws and all.

I can see the tears…


My pure loving soul, I see those tears you fight to hold back, tears that brake your heart. And yet, there’s nothing I can do or say to ease your pain.

I can see those tears in your eyes as you fight through them. Tears of anger and disappointment, tears of pain. I can see those tears as you fight through them.

I pray that those tears you fight, do not harden you. My miracle darling, you are my example of true loyal, unwavering love.

You have softened a part of me that could never be reached. It is because of you that I am whole. I pray that those tears make you strong. I love you beyond words, beyond life.

I feel important at the inability to help you heal from those tears. But one thing that I am sure of, is that you’ll overcome.

You have no idea that you’ve saved me. Do not allow those tears to shape who you are meant to be. I understand that the pain is great.

Yet, you’re an over comer, you are greater than this affliction and you will not allow it to define YOU. I can see through your tears.